Your breath tickles across my check and my tongue dances back atop your ear while my body presses loosely to you. Like a crossed lover stuck between the habits of bringing herself closer to that pressure, that warmth, that controlled comfort; and taking herself away from it to toy across that line more. Dancing the line like it were her being, her home, her place of comfort and truth; but you know better? Tickling her senses and never for a moment allowing her body to be anything less then your temple, your play ground that span of flesh that is all yours. You pull apart her walls and break through her tempered creation and tug out the deepest needs of her thoughts, and then and only then do you use them. So completely and so fully that she's left stranded in this sea, a sea so oddly full of turmoil and waves that one would never dare sail upon them. But for you? A calm glacier cool surface that bends and wills to your form, your will. How do you do it? Eyes, soulful eyes burn pure and full fill that need, her need that brings two bodies tight to one another. Of all of this inner loving turmoil one thing is for certain, you can tame even the deepest of her passions, her lusts, and her desires.
Wednesday, October 19, 2011
Saturday, March 19, 2011
Omg exciting!!!!
Hey all! I finally got off my lazy ass and did a vlog!!! Eeeee! Talking instead of typing who knew how much I'd enjoy it more than actually having to make my writing make sense. So here is the link.-----------------> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GfmOqfjKN0o <----------------that's it right thur. Yeah supa awesome! So go watch, rate, comment, pass it along. Send me messages give me feed back, all that sort of wicked awesome jazz. I can only start to gain new idea's from any feedback you people give me.
Love lots and love hard
Charlie
Love lots and love hard
Charlie
Monday, February 7, 2011
Blindly Faithful
This may not be as big nor as bold as my return post, but hopefully it will be as equally interesting as anything else I have posted.
Phases, life is full of them, whether they take years to fully envelop your life or just a couple of days we have all hit them. I can happily safe phase 2 of my changing myself has started, and well I can not express the sheer joy I feel about and the nervousness I can't seem to shake. Turning back is a luxury that is best afforded to people who have the time to do so, if given no time this luxury is just but a fond thought of control. Dismissing such a little trigger as 'turning back' gives a person both power and the art of a new form of control; a control much more real and deeply more satisfying. That tang of reality snapping back into your warming grasp is something soothingly cold. I find that 'turning back' a sensation of a cold wind hitting your face; oddly refreshing but devastating to all senses that dislike that cold.
Now that I have that cool wind bashing against my face more steadily then regularity in an old person's routine I can surely stand proud and realize that my life is something of a dream. Yes scary could be a great word to describe it, but that fear is oooooh so addictive.
And this would be the extra little part I facebooked about! Something I don't normally do, mostly because not a lot of people read my blog, but I hope the few that do, pass the word and keep it rotating. Signing petitions is something kinda fun for me lately, since I have started signing a few more coming way than normal, and this one in particular well it strikes a very unique and close cord for me. Equality is something so terribly basic yet most of us never ever witness it in its purity. Gays, lesbians, Transgenders, Transvestites, and everything in between suffer with this daily and regularly. Gay's in all forms, and genders are breaking bounds daily but it is those in between groups that are still suffering. As standing proud and part of the trans community I can say its deadly scary knowing that the simple protection that most people receive, could be wave because of my gender identification.
There is a bill circulating to help those simple rights be enforced for my community and make them safer in all respects, against hate crimes and the like. I sadly can say I missed the start of said bill but I'll be damned sure to help the end of it. I have personally sent a message to our MLA Ron Canon and I feel any of my friends should do the same, expressing their opinion on this. And my friends across Canada need to be doing this as well; this is something that needs to over flow the boxes of local politicians to make them see it. They need to realize their voters expect them to do something and support what they feel needs backing. I will link the petition sight in my blog and I hope you all do this tiny favor for me and help this bill succeed.
Muah
http://petition.web.net/psac/node/47
Phases, life is full of them, whether they take years to fully envelop your life or just a couple of days we have all hit them. I can happily safe phase 2 of my changing myself has started, and well I can not express the sheer joy I feel about and the nervousness I can't seem to shake. Turning back is a luxury that is best afforded to people who have the time to do so, if given no time this luxury is just but a fond thought of control. Dismissing such a little trigger as 'turning back' gives a person both power and the art of a new form of control; a control much more real and deeply more satisfying. That tang of reality snapping back into your warming grasp is something soothingly cold. I find that 'turning back' a sensation of a cold wind hitting your face; oddly refreshing but devastating to all senses that dislike that cold.
Now that I have that cool wind bashing against my face more steadily then regularity in an old person's routine I can surely stand proud and realize that my life is something of a dream. Yes scary could be a great word to describe it, but that fear is oooooh so addictive.
And this would be the extra little part I facebooked about! Something I don't normally do, mostly because not a lot of people read my blog, but I hope the few that do, pass the word and keep it rotating. Signing petitions is something kinda fun for me lately, since I have started signing a few more coming way than normal, and this one in particular well it strikes a very unique and close cord for me. Equality is something so terribly basic yet most of us never ever witness it in its purity. Gays, lesbians, Transgenders, Transvestites, and everything in between suffer with this daily and regularly. Gay's in all forms, and genders are breaking bounds daily but it is those in between groups that are still suffering. As standing proud and part of the trans community I can say its deadly scary knowing that the simple protection that most people receive, could be wave because of my gender identification.
There is a bill circulating to help those simple rights be enforced for my community and make them safer in all respects, against hate crimes and the like. I sadly can say I missed the start of said bill but I'll be damned sure to help the end of it. I have personally sent a message to our MLA Ron Canon and I feel any of my friends should do the same, expressing their opinion on this. And my friends across Canada need to be doing this as well; this is something that needs to over flow the boxes of local politicians to make them see it. They need to realize their voters expect them to do something and support what they feel needs backing. I will link the petition sight in my blog and I hope you all do this tiny favor for me and help this bill succeed.
Muah
http://petition.web.net/psac/node/47
Saturday, January 29, 2011
Fond Acidic Happiness
Soo, blogging. I am fiercely fighting my urge to stop this and just crash on my whore of a bed, which I love so deeply from the bottom of my heart. Supposedly this business is good for the soul, so lets see if I can buff mine up again.
My acidic happiness is that chaotic mess we all sometimes cross upon in our life, that little nagging feeling in the back of your head that life is going to well, almost just expecting that bad to come from no where and tackle you. My life is just zooming by so much that I really do believe that I haven't quite had the time to enjoy those talked about roses. Pushing through the dullness of what I do, I got a promotion at work. So going from working all the time and having no life, I've upped that to a whole new level. Who'd a thunk I would become a manager of anything? I guess it happened around me without my really know what I was getting into. The job is just so, encompassing of absolutely everything my mind can give it; and trust me when I say this my mind is about tapped out!
Visibly people can't really notice how much is truly going on in my little head and I suspect its best that way. Past work my transitioning has been going at such a pace that I really have no rights to complain. I finally climbed the hurdle of coming out to my parents and sister, and my wow can I say that it has to be the best sensation; if there could be an addiction to coming out, I'd be fully tapped into that sensation. Like set that IV up and let's get this rocking. Though what makes me smirk is know that most everyone 110% behind me have not said once this has completely shocked them. Like really? Am I just that much of an open book to some? I swear I am going to need jedi training to stop that! The medication is fun, it hasn't caused anything super interesting but there are certainly those little differences that count the most. Having a perpetual happiness? Yes! that is just so much pure awesome that I can't feel down for long about anything. Things for once seem to just fall into place, a placing that I really don't feel that need to correct or correctly place set them.
Clothes, waxing, dropping, running, sweating, stressing love. Bring up the next one, lets get it going. Life you win, but I win harder. You tossed me a orchard of lemons some times and I've juiced most of those buggers! You said get healthier? I'm driving on through that challenge. You've expected me to conform to the norm and I have blasted past what has been expected of me. I may have set myself lofty goals that may happen or may not, but for once I am excited too see how bumps and bruises I get in the process.
Life is just becoming a chemical upgrade I guess I could call it, money to change what I wish to be and enjoying it. I just wish what I am doing was easier on all my loved ones; I wish I could take their worries, their fears and just get rid of them. My life has never and never will be something that can be said is safe, nor does it represent something hair raising dangerous. But it is how I chose to live my life that is making it dangerous. The choice for my personal freedom and growth is what will cause me the most pain and most growth, and I just wish people to grow along in that fear with me. Yes my finally changes are big medically and they will test the bounds of my body, and yes it will be quite a learning curve. I just cannot feel fear for it, I can only press that glassed in feature with all my love and joy.
To all of you out their that get my vague ramblings about what I am doing, especially those who are going through the same process remember this. People may judge and you could get hurt. But the best inner strength you can come upon is the knowledge that you are bigger and far better then that. You courage, your beauty are something to admire and to openly show people. Never ever let you spirit dull for anyone. Always allow it that room, that freedom to shine and blind those who can't stand with that same courage to face the world. You are beautiful, and awesome for what your doing.
Muah!
My acidic happiness is that chaotic mess we all sometimes cross upon in our life, that little nagging feeling in the back of your head that life is going to well, almost just expecting that bad to come from no where and tackle you. My life is just zooming by so much that I really do believe that I haven't quite had the time to enjoy those talked about roses. Pushing through the dullness of what I do, I got a promotion at work. So going from working all the time and having no life, I've upped that to a whole new level. Who'd a thunk I would become a manager of anything? I guess it happened around me without my really know what I was getting into. The job is just so, encompassing of absolutely everything my mind can give it; and trust me when I say this my mind is about tapped out!
Visibly people can't really notice how much is truly going on in my little head and I suspect its best that way. Past work my transitioning has been going at such a pace that I really have no rights to complain. I finally climbed the hurdle of coming out to my parents and sister, and my wow can I say that it has to be the best sensation; if there could be an addiction to coming out, I'd be fully tapped into that sensation. Like set that IV up and let's get this rocking. Though what makes me smirk is know that most everyone 110% behind me have not said once this has completely shocked them. Like really? Am I just that much of an open book to some? I swear I am going to need jedi training to stop that! The medication is fun, it hasn't caused anything super interesting but there are certainly those little differences that count the most. Having a perpetual happiness? Yes! that is just so much pure awesome that I can't feel down for long about anything. Things for once seem to just fall into place, a placing that I really don't feel that need to correct or correctly place set them.
Clothes, waxing, dropping, running, sweating, stressing love. Bring up the next one, lets get it going. Life you win, but I win harder. You tossed me a orchard of lemons some times and I've juiced most of those buggers! You said get healthier? I'm driving on through that challenge. You've expected me to conform to the norm and I have blasted past what has been expected of me. I may have set myself lofty goals that may happen or may not, but for once I am excited too see how bumps and bruises I get in the process.
Life is just becoming a chemical upgrade I guess I could call it, money to change what I wish to be and enjoying it. I just wish what I am doing was easier on all my loved ones; I wish I could take their worries, their fears and just get rid of them. My life has never and never will be something that can be said is safe, nor does it represent something hair raising dangerous. But it is how I chose to live my life that is making it dangerous. The choice for my personal freedom and growth is what will cause me the most pain and most growth, and I just wish people to grow along in that fear with me. Yes my finally changes are big medically and they will test the bounds of my body, and yes it will be quite a learning curve. I just cannot feel fear for it, I can only press that glassed in feature with all my love and joy.
To all of you out their that get my vague ramblings about what I am doing, especially those who are going through the same process remember this. People may judge and you could get hurt. But the best inner strength you can come upon is the knowledge that you are bigger and far better then that. You courage, your beauty are something to admire and to openly show people. Never ever let you spirit dull for anyone. Always allow it that room, that freedom to shine and blind those who can't stand with that same courage to face the world. You are beautiful, and awesome for what your doing.
Muah!
Monday, January 24, 2011
La Life!
I do apologetically offer up any sort of explanation to my absence for this long hiatus. Buuut really that wouldn't be as fun as just letting you all assume I did some things, ended up in a random ditch, and maybe along the way sprung a leak! However the hiatus will hopefully be over soon and I shall slip back into my writing, for now I do spread my apologies far and wide for the little blip of readers I may or may not have. On a similar note I shall be changing the url for my blog, so just tag me a comment so I know your interested in the updated info. Life is fast and hard, and its bruising/buffing me for something magical. My usually reliable flow of inspiration has just hit a bump but hopefully in the right moment it will strike a cord with me once more. Other than that, love lots, love hard, love ever. I wish you all a wonderful what ever your doing, and many interesting adventures.
Muah!
Muah!
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